Hey , What's Up?

You must know me, right? Well if you don't go check my profile. You didn't check, right? or may be you did. Doesn't matter. You won't get much there. Yeah, so here I am to tell you about me… only if you are interested to read further. I am Pratham. Nothing great achieved yet, above average grades, no plans for future, don't have much friends, strongly opinionated, can't-say-NO-to-others type of person. Well, I did quiet a good job describing myself, didn't I? That's not it. There's a lot more to it. 

It all starts from 2006. I was admitted in an educational institute. A life changing environment for almost every human being just like you. But it become more of a fight than an experience for me. First fight, of being an introvert, which you may relate to… or not. And it become more torturous when mindsets around you are just pathetic. Unacceptance… an adjective which became a part of me, not because I was the one with lack of acceptance but the others. Being Unaccepted, initially due to less intellectuality and lately due to body shaming.

I, without giving a second thought worked on the opinions and transformed in every possible way. But soon realized, nothing matters. Everything is just fine. I ain't claim that I was right throughout, but I wasn't wrong as well. Standing in the position where I am today, I appreciate all those peers, teachers, elders and whoever judged me on any basis and those who still judge, because of them I fu**ed up my 16 years, but not anymore. Just an unfriendly advice to them that grow up guys, it's high time. In between all this, many friends came and went, but few were bona fide. The worst part is, I could never hold onto those few, not even one. They separated, they had to leave, they deliberately left, either of these has always happened. I don't blame them. But in these blacks and whites I managed to find grays. I never left hope, I never will. I have learnt a lot from these. The best thing a learnt was that I am enough for me. 

There's a lot more, I wanted to say, but that is it for now.

This was the teaser of my life, and there's more to live and express.

Just be whatever you want to be, and do whatever you want to do, unless it's morally wrong. No one is telling you what to do, it's all your choice. 

Well, I wrote all of this 2 years ago because I just wanted to. While reading and visualising this, I literally get goosebumps. Just want to thank YOU to read it till here. 

The fact that many will not give f*ck about this, is just what I don't care about.

BYE!

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