It begins, when I was just a little child.
I just know how to play… laugh ….and sleep.
Rest was super fine. I never cared how do I look. I never needed a mirror, my mother was my only mirror. she was my whole world , my eyes … my smile…what else a child can want more.
then I become a young girl.
who still believes she is just doing fine. everything was ok.
then people started to talk about my hair, my face, how I dress up. that was the time I really needed to look up myself in the mirror…. I still found myself ok
but I always tried to find, what is wrong with me, what has changed in me. then I noticed my hair wasn't right sometimes and sometimes my skin is dull, and sometimes I am just face without any emotions or fake emotions to show the world. I noticed flaws in me….every time.
it kept going on……
but I realized now,
its not about how people gonna see me today. its just mirror is fooling me everyday. I have stopped seeing myself through my eyes. I forgot, how to brighten up my smile, how to bring spark in my eyes, how to look happy. why is that. people gradually loosing themselves in the process of being a fit one in this world. we just want people to accept us. so we started to putting fake smile on ourselves.
finally….
I realized how to fool mirror… not myself.
its just suddenly happened one night. I was gazing stars and admiring the beauty of stars ,tiny little dot in the sky yet so beautiful and sparkly. stars don't care how many people gonna admire ….its just sparkle, why I care soo much about people. that little child in me still there who just want to smile and live freely. I have to find that child again in me. I am not going to see my flaws , am just going to see how bright my eyes and how pretty my smile is.
mirror just show me now, how bright my smile is and how sparkly my eyes are…. and that's the happiest day foe me
and most importantly happy ME.
Go…. see yourself in the mirror this time…. don't let mirror fools you.
#youareworthit #seeyourself #mirrormirror #alwaysbeautiful