I thought my presence is back….. But what was happened to the loneliness,? It came back to me, to make me realize that it was and will be my friend always………. May be I am a bestie to it,…Always making me feel like that I am not single, it will be always with me… I do not know why it came back to me… Although loneliness is a very good friend to me.

But meanwhile you introduced loneliness again…. at last you make me feel like I am not single with loneliness…. Have I gone lost somewhere myself or you lost me….??? Please come back to find me again. Although loneliness is a friend of mine, I am leaving my life in your hands,,,… So please come back to me.

People say that I am crazy and that  I am blind… Because they find me with loneliness. Risking it all in a glance…. And how you got me blind is still a mystery. Really it is a mystery. Also impossible to others to find that mystery of my blindness. So it is only possible to you to reveal that mystery of blindness of mine. Come and unfold my blindness now.

I can not get you out of my mind. Do not care what is written in your history. I am only here to care all about our present and future. As long as you are here with me I do not care who you are… where you are from….what you did as long as you love me.

No matter what I can not forget all about how you loved me and taken care of me…… and I wish those memories should be my besties forever, not the loneliness you gave for me now.

Although I am sharing all our memories with loneliness(bestie)… I think I can not erase you from my memories also. But how can you give me this loneliness as a best gift to me.

Please come back and get rid of me from this loneliness that you gave. I will wait until you come back to me. I am exhausted with this loneliness. Days of together are loved and grate. And yes I will wait for those days again. And I hope those days will come back so that this bestie- loneliness will cut off from our life.

So no matter where you are… what you do… as long as you love me