THIS POEM IS ABOUT A FAILURE IN FRIENDSHIP. IT'S NOT NECESSARY THAT EVERY PERSON YOU MEET IS AN ANGEL TO YOU OR IS YOUR BESTFRIEND FOR A LIFETIME. THE POEM I HAVE WRITTEN HERE IS AN OUTCOME OF MY OWN EXPERIENCE. FEW YEARS BACK FRIENDSHIP MEANT MORE TO ME THAN ALL RELATIONS. MAY BE YOU GUYS HAVE ALSO BEEN THROUGH THIS PHASE AND SOME ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE ATLEAST ONE BESTFRIEND FOR A LIFETIME. BUT WHEN REALITY HIT HARD TO ME, I REALISED NOT EVERYONE IS AS GOOD AS YOU ARE; NOT EVERYONE CAN GIVE BACK YOU EVERYTHING YOU DESERVE; NOT EVERYONE IS LOYAL TO YOU; NOT EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR WORTH; NOT EVERYONE DESERVES SO MANY CHANCES. WHEN IN DARK TIMES I WENT THROUGH SO MANY THOUGHTS, I DECIDED TO WALK AWAY FROM THAT PERSON, MEMORIES, LIES, UNWORTHY FRIENDSHIP. I REALISED SELF-RESPECT IS MORE IMPORTANT. I DESERVED MUCH BETTER. THE MOMENT OF RELIEF WAS WHEN I FELT I WAS ACTUALLY STRONGER WHEN I LET GO ALL THE TOXICITY AWAY FROM MY LIFE. THIS WAS THE BEST DECISION I HAVE EVER MADE AND THE BEST LESSON I HAVE EVER LEARNT.

                                          [ POEM ]

Found something called trueness in you, which had turned to fakness soon…

Thought that the moments you shared were true; thus, it was just a false hope of happiness from you…

I dealt with all your egos and bullshits; but you, you treated me like a s#!t !

I gave up my happiness just to see you smile, but you left me alone and made me cry…

The time made  me realise the real you; and now, I regret the times that I have wasted for you…

You treated me like like an option , so I left you like a choice; because it was too late for me to realise…

Yeah, Iam smiling because we are strangers now; instead I deserve someone better than you…

Well, thanks for those scratches you caused to my heart, and now iam happy knowing that we are apart…

Now it's the time to blur all those moments; with the thought that are togetherness has come to an end…

Now you've been buried into the graveyard of my heart; which you have broken into million parts…

Even if you try to find me,  you will never see me again; I would have gone too far, leaving all the pain…

                                                           - MANISHA JAIN

“ SOMETIMES THERE COMES A TIME WHERE STRANGERS BECOME BESTFRIENDS AND BESTFRIENDS BECOME STRANGERS BACK BUT WITH MEMORIES”