The feeling of feeling that you can only feel him and you can't touch him or see him or be around with him is the curse of love to you.
He loved me ,I loved him. God made our destiny to meet each other. In the era of having a crush , a boyfriend and a boy-bestie, we succeeded in a long distance relationship, we shared million of dreams , lived every night as a couple. But at last, society looked at us and said you were not meant to be…..Our love hanged up like it is not an exception.
I have several thoughts in my mind , phrased up them in my heart; Waiting for that moment to burst myself out. Finally when the moment arrives, my thoughts get vanished my sequenced phrases plays gimmicks with me. But my eyes were expressing those when my lips fail to.
I used to wake up in the middle of the night , looking into the ceiling wondering why I am not meant to have what I loved may be what I deserve. The society answered me that not always what you get is based on what you deserve or what you love .Sometimes who get it because we want it to happen . I never get the logic of the universe I am living because people say if you asked something to this universe it will definitely give you what you wished for and mostly what you cried for.
Here I am , filling my pillow covers with tears every night .Either I'm not audible or the universe can't hear. What-ever one day the universe should reply me with a wish for all the pain and sufferings that happened within me. You can cry only until the tear secretion in your eye happens, when it crossed its limit you are a " BRAVE HEART".
I believe that, the only one thing that can save you from heart break is starting to love yourself .I know you may have heard about it multiple times but most of us failed to do it. Love yourself , praise yourself, have your own time, be alone ,have fun with yourself .Do all these until you realize you need know one to love you.
As we all know all the curses can be broken by a magic of a brave heart who believe in themselves.
" LET US BE A BRAVE HEART"
