Once a soul who only knew the emotions of love and care, now only left with a single thing called friends with benefits. What made this loving soul think this way? 

I am a person who is full of love and does not care about being physical with anyone or is less bothered about getting physical intimacy from the partner. 

Love was the only emotion I have felt for the other person and the only thing I wanted from them is their love, their time, and loyalty to me. I have hardly ever thought of physical intimacy or physical things because when you love someone the only thing that matters is togetherness.

But a person who gave his all to the other person for whom he felt so deeply in love that once cheated by the same person is now left with no other emotion than the betrayal and cheated. 

Now, when somebody tries to befriend me, the only emotion I feel is that this all is fake and the only thing another person is looking for is physical intimacy. I do not feel any other emotion now. No matter how much they try to convince me or how much they show affection or love or care. This does not change a bit of emotion in me and I feel like I have heart of stone and this does not feel any emotion. All this the other person is just doing or trying to do is all fakeness and nothing of it is real. In the end, the only thing I will get will be the betrayal or will be left alone because the person who is claiming to be in love with me now will find someone else very soon to express the same love to them and will leave me without a second thought.

So, I have made my heart feel that way and I have controlled all my emotions so well that if someone tries to come closer to me or befriend me, I simply clarify to them that the only thing I am looking for now is Friends with benefits. There will be no emotions or attachment or any expectation but the only thing will be physical intimacy.

Sometimes this makes me feel so sad and depressed that how people make a loving and caring heart turn this stone that the only emotion felt it Friends With Benefits.