[This is a blog on all those things you come across when you are left alone.]

I wanted to congratulate all those people who think of being celebrities and delivering a such stellar performance of ignoring others, 

as if you never met or talked with them before. 

How such audacity they have to do this with the person you just had contact a few days ago and You were deeply dissolved into them , and 

 now have been completely avoided by them or like ghosted for forever , yet without any warning or notices before. 

You know how does it feel like to go through all this and how you tell yourself that everything is going to be fine or they will come back to you just like before,

 but deep down you know the bitter truth that they are not going to make it to you, this bitter truth that you carry for so long within yourself and 

you bury it in the darkest, deepest corner of your lonely yet broken heart. 

When you are just ready to forget everything and move on from your past, 

you decide to little pamper yourself and take the oath,

that you will never let them or anyone gamble with your heart again ......

So you try to distance yourself from the rest of the world and never really fall for anyone, assuming that it's nothing but a false trap to break your heart again.

You utterly become an introvert and find it very difficult to share your thoughts, 

what's going inside you, what you have been hiding for ages, how you deal with your past traumas,

how you have developed this amazing quality of faking a wide smile at everyone  by looking right into their eyes, 

and so they never really find out the truth behind those beautiful smiles, I don’t know if I can say they are beautiful.

how you portray yourself as the most careless and happiest soul on the entire planet,

on the other side,how you cry yourself to fall asleep every single night but every time you fail,

like how you pray that one day everything will settle down and you will be just fine like you used to be, ages ago. 

You try to remember when was the last time you laughed with all your heart, 

or when did someone embrace you lie you are theirs and they are yours

, and asked if you are doing well for real ??

However, You can't, because it was a very very long time ago you can recall. 

You learn the most valuable lessons of your life that every person you will come across and every situation you will encounter be it good or bad, 

it will teach you something new and crucial.

Those memories that haunt you from your past not swiftly but slowly will wash away from your brain. 

So try to embrace every single moment in your life and learn to not to get attached to everything because some things are meant to come and go.

You cannot hold on to everything that you love .

Time passes by , slowly yet for your own good,

Then there is their wildcard entry with lots of  pseudo-apologies, and fake scenarios that they made up to make you believe in them 

that why they did such horrible things to you , they were compelled ,

 in which you are just going to get your heart dissolved ,

and your brain stops you from being such an idiot . 

But now you have mastered the art of living your life to the fullest without anyone's support , 

without someone being on your side, to hold your hand even when you need someone.

So you don't let them come any closer to you, again,to gamble with your sentiments. 

This is exactly the time when you hear those triumphant heartbeat going inside you, that feeling of VICTORY over someone that should not have let you down,

Because you did not deserve it. 

Now you get relieved, from every pain, anger, hatred, fear ........ 

Fear of losing something. You get over everything. And embrace it now, you thank yourself for being who you are now.

Finally, you dealt with it. Bravo !!!