I don't know what to say. I am at lost with my thoughts and words and I have a very little idea what I am going to write today. Probably I am just going to reassure myself and others like me if they happen read it.

It's certainly not easy to bind yourself with someone and then sticking with them but what really worths is the virtue of not giving up when things get difficult in relationship because these are the times that test you to your limits. Some people don't give up because they understand its significance and the value of attachment themselves to their beloved one. 

Maybe the term ‘perfect relationships’ is myth because what I have learned so far is that a relationship is like an adventure when a person doesn't know what may come next. Sometimes there are smooth roads and sometimes there are valleys and cliffs. Sometimes you both think this adventure really worth it but in such tikes one have to boost another person's trust by telling them how precious they are. Generally, many relationships doesn't last because people give up too soon without ever being aware that sometimes difficult days are just a phase that are standing at the blink of change to bring happy days. And this is what people who don't give up know well and that's why they stick to their love and their partner. 

Personally, I am proud of myself for what I am, for loving unconditionally and without giving up on difficult days. Yes, my lady questions herself a lot about me but nothing is at blame because she is what she is and I love her for that. Whenever she questions herself like if she's enough for me or not, or if she deserves it or not and stuff, but I happily reassure her for everything. We both know that we are sometimes very difficult to handle and I know all her dimensions of personality so I know how to deal with out of nowhere there comes a dark storm and I can't see anything at all. You know what helps me through that storm? I know it may sound poetic but her love for me navigates me through that storm and help me to reach to her. 

I don't give up. I never will. 

There are some things we may still have to work on but I can't wait for the day when she will say how proud she is to have me for not giving up. 

I always tell myself that my superpower is my patience so I wait and be patient when she go wandering. You know the beautiful part? She always returns where she belongs and that's to me. 

I hope that she will appreciate everything and will stop holding herself back. I don't want her to ever hide from me because that's what affects me the most. Nothing affects like her absence and sometimes I just expect her to choose me and keep choosing me over everything and everyone else. 

Sometimes when I feel low or not enough, her sweet gestures or confessions give me energy to keep going on. I may not be the best person but I know enough that true and passionate love is when a person doesn't give up no matter what and I am grateful for that. 

Just know that it's not very often when you come across someone who chooses you and loves you like nobody else. I have been loved that way by her and that's what my motivation is to not give up. She might be lost but she know that she belongs to me and I truely belong to her. Sometimes she may expect me to drop it all, walk away and give up but sorry my sweet love, it won't ever happen because I want you to have at least one person who will never give up on you and will love you no matter how much you may push him. I will be patient not for me but for both of us because I know we are the rogue planets who end up together and revolting around each other now. ( Nostalgic… Remember those days? Those are another reason that keep me going).

So yeah, basically, I love you. ❤️ And every person who cannot give up in their love.