As a teenager i was not very good with friends and i used to crave their attention.In the movies it was shown that a person who has cancer is loved and cared and given attention.So from one day I started telling everyone in my school that i am diagnosed with cancer.And they ofcourse didnt believe me but i didnt giveup i still used to tell them this everytime.I was a stupid stupid teenager back then.

I believe that when you say something enough times god listens and i think that happened.

My mother had a fibroid in breast and as a typical mother she ignored it and it got unchecked for 2 years but then one day it got painful and my father took her to the doctor,the doctor did biopsy test and results were awaited but the doctor hinted that she thought that it was cancerous.

My parents returned home,me and my sister were having lunch on the dining table in the kitchen,my father was standing at the kitchen entrance and my mother walked in towards the kitchen balcony door and sat there and started crying she was saying “my children are so small how will they take care of themselves?”,"why did this happen to me?".My father and sister started crying but i remained strong i didnt cry.

My father took her to hydrebad for pet ct scan and they had diagnosed her with cancer which was near the fibroid they said that they had  to perform a surgery to remove it and then everything would be okay.

The surgery was scheduled after a week.It was the hardest week for us.In that week we had my parent's anniversary and my mother's birthday but they went uncelebrated.Then they left for hydrebad and we were staying at our uncle's place.My parents are the strongest they got through this on their own.The surgery was sucessful my mother gained conciousness my father was sitting at the end of her bed throughout the time there.Then they returned home.After an year we went back to hydrebad for routine checkup and the reports were nil she was cured completely.

From that day i blame myself for whatever happened and thank god for helping us get through this.I have a new respect for life from that day.I hope this blog has some impact on everyone reading it.