“To my eyes in the silence I speak no words nor do I sigh. I stay silent and look up to the sky. ”

         Once a phase in my life when I was feeling all lost and gone I was sitting beside a pond wondering what is there in my life to call it a life? Will I ever be able to make it to something? That one moment of silence I was confronted with all of my human insecurities. Millions of thoughts were pacing up in my mind but I couldn't say single word. I was numb and  speechless. I just looked up and stared the sky in utter silence few tears rolled down my cheeks I felt comforted. To my eyes the silence of sky was everything. As if there's no language or conversation happening but still I felt so understood like my eyes and sky know some language of their own.

      For the first time in years neither the quest of finding once in a lifetime love nor earning enormous money was enchanting my heart. I almost lost all my passions even though most of my childhood and teenage I have always been passionate about my dreams, explorations and life itself but this one moment came up with this silence and changed everything for me.

There was so much I my heart I was carrying within and somewhere I wanted to vent it out though there's no one to hear me still I felt heard. I wasn't feeling lonely or abandoned anymore since the time I looked upon the sky with my silent eyes.

My favourite writer Rumi says "Seek what is seeking you" this one qoute just glimpsed upon my eyes and I realized I was seeking this moment of silence, this moment of pause for me.

And after this beautiful realization this utter silence was turning into what we call a soothing peace. Since that one moment to this current one when I'm remembering it all and writing it here on candlemonk I have never let go that inner peace.

With all my heart I pray that you heal it all and your inner sufferings meet their ends. You learn from them the lessons you need and set yourself free. Hence you make no one suffer.

So it is

Thank you so much for taking your time and have a read.

Wish you all my love and light to you dear reader.