One more blog and soon I will be upgraded to level 1 . Then there would be other tasks to complete to reach level 2... And so on. Sometimes it's exciting to follow and complete each task. But soon you realise that it's still long to go. You start feeling bored …everything feels same, so monotonous, so slow, same Read day,Same blogging, what should be the topic today? You wonder about all these things. You either give up and find other entertaining things to keep yourself busy and derive pleasure from them. Or you choose to be on the same path and consider it valuable to carry on writing or reading with the same amount of interest.
So here I am writing this 24th blog before upgrading to level 1. I would like to share this good news that My application for Masters from HNBG University, Sringar, Uttarakhand got selected. And I got this mail to complete all the formalities and pay fees to proceed for counseling and confirm the admission. I read this mail for like may be 3-4 times to make sure that am not Dreaming of it or Am not hallucinating. I have been waiting for their results from a long time. Also I was not sure if I can make it as they had only 15 seats in total for my course. And finally I got the opportunity to explore that beautiful heaven , and get the best education there. But this dream lasted only for a few hours. My mother shared this news with my father. First they were happy but then they denied and did not give their consent for that University. Gave me a bunch of reasons to not to go, like- " t's too far from here, there is no transportation to reach there, takes more than 13-14 hours to travel ,the weather is not so good there, you will fall sick, you won't get any help there, it would be all new and strange for you, food ..even the pandits there survive on fish and stuff."
It was hard for me to drop the idea of not getting into this dream University. One cannot deny from the fact that it's such a beautiful place to visit. Rivers,hills,clouds, greenery,etc etc all these things give me goosebumps and immense pleasure. Do comment below if you know this state. Lucky people who got chance to study there. Or who already live there. Also I d have to spend two years in that place. What if my parents need me at home, how would I manage to come quickly in emergency ? Half of my holidays would go in vain because of travelling !
I was so upset by their decision. I did not want to talk to them for some time. However,When I got my senses back, i really pondered about what they said and concluded that they are right indeed. Why would they deny to give me what I want ? Let's not get mad. Now am waiting for other universities results. Hoping for the best !!