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Before pandemic and lockdown, life was going life fine. Whenever I use to feel frustrated and lost and use to go to the beach in the mornings ⛱ and sit for hours and relax. My husband usually tells me that I am a overthinker, I think too much and is right some times. Have you ever felt like “God what am I doing here, I deserve better. After all my education I am doing this working with these stupid.” I usually get this feeling when it come to my work. I work for an international bank, salary is fine but I don't know why I am not satisfied.
Its been 6 years working and this is the third international bank or company I am working for and I am never satisfied. When I was in college my papa told me to apply for government job but I was not interested in doing that, I thought I can not stay in one place for long time. I wanted to travel and explore more. Then I graduated and started working In corporate company 😕 to earn money and happiness. I am earning money but not happiness. In 6 years of my tenure I feel like I have seen all kinds of human being. The best of best and the worst. Mostly worst.
You know if you have ever worked in corporate world 🌎 you can feel me. I work at night because it's an international bank and client are from the United States. The level of pressure you get is unbearable sometimes. Now with lockdown situation it has become worst. Training over phone, almost everything over call. You dont get time for proper lunch or dinner or sleep.
Some says staying at home and working is good but I personally do not like it. I like to meet people in person and go out. Past 2 years been stress full and there is no place to go to relax. I usually go to the beaches in the morning and sit and relax😌 I can sit on beach for hours watching the water. That give me energy and hope that time is no going to be same. Time changes, situation changes.
I just pray to God that everything becomes normal like before.
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