Not even once did I think that my dreams of flying of high will take this drastic turn. USA that fancy land always brought a different kind of sparkle in my eyes, each and everything of that dreamland wanted me to move faster to that place and explore all those fancy things and start living independently. Whenever, someone would fly I would feel the rush that I want to go as well and waited that I am going to fly very soon. And you know what everything was set for my flight to USA the college admissions, the scholarship only thing left was for me to take that flight and start a new beginning in the real world where my parents won't be able to solve my problems at one simple call and that I have to deal with all of it. But but but we were supposed to face a pandemic and as time was passing by and world was dealing with COVID-19 I had many thoughts and many reasons that affected me dropping my decision to take my flight and settle here and pursue MTech here instead. I have been in my house for over a year now and in that I have graduated and completed two semesters. Everyday is a new day to look forward to, motivating myself to wake up early(which does happens at time), then encouraging myself to exercise and rejuvenate(that's a task mate I am telling you), to follow a healthy diet(but how I am not supposed to have maggie every now and then because we usually eat when we are bored) and the most difficult part is to get myself through that I need to study and attend my online lectures(this was the most difficult task to be done of my day). And unknowingly I was accustomed to this routine not realizing I have been doing this for a long time until today. I used to walk on terrace in the dark worrying about every single thing that how am I going to make whether it be placements or my exams I used to think about happy things too but that seemed few. So basically I am going to keep trying and be happy(thinking about weekend helps uk sometimes).  Overseas still seems to be tempting where all my friends are enjoying an easy smooth and really fun life but I call myself optimistic, hence I try to find good in everything so even staying here and not going is still acceptable.