The nights are vicious and make you go numb.

And I think if you want to torture someone, give them hope (or love) and take it away, and leave them alone with their thoughts at night.

If you want to make it worse, send them a sad song. You can now watch their world burn. You are welcome.

That being said, how are you all doing? It's a sunday. Did you go out? did you eat good food? And if you are still reading this, do you not have someone to talk to at night?

If you do have someone to talk to, I just have one thing to say to you - these nights that are making you happy right now... It will haunt you when they leave. Zyada khush mat ho.

And if you don't, please find someone so you can join the broken hearts club and suffer, too.

Or you can be like me: write about random things and be awesome.

Okay, fine. Enough narcissism and pessimism for one night.

So yeah, back to my life updates. These past few weeks have been crazy. Work, no sleep, gym, salads for dinner (and then, ordering junk at 1 am), and whatnot. So yeah, no complaints.

I want to tell you something nice. so here you go

[Been thinking for about 5 minutes to write something here]

Okay, wait, I've got it.

[I don't.]

Okay, I have something now. promise.

Ugh, I give up. I don't have anything. let it be.

To be honest, I am not really sure where I am going with this. I thought about writing about night, and how miserable it makes you feel, but then, my crush texted me back. (this is the part you realise I have schizophrenia because crushes never text you back.)

On another note, I had a chocolate pastry some time ago. We found a new place here in Dehradun yesterday that is very happening with good food. I cooked chicken chilli tonight that was edible.

Lastly, I will be your wingman. Send this to your friend/crush/ etc. and ask them to read the note below - -

Dear xyz,

If someone sent this post to you and asked you to read the last paragraph, it means they hate you. They don't care about you at all, and secretly pray that you choke on your food. Block them right away.

Just kidding. They are fine. Appreciate them.

(I am a bad wingman, I know.)