Hey everyone! Hope you all are doing great in life.
It's funny how little details have started making sense to me lately or should I say, they have started bothering me a bit. I was never about little details, I was all about the big picture. I had it all planned for myself, how that big picture should be at the end of the day. It is like I probably had all the pieces of my puzzle and I knew which piece had to go where, and I was completing that majestic puzzle, sometimes day by day and sometimes catching up on it.
The recent months have been a bit different. It is like suddenly a lot of puzzle pieces went missing. I didn't know how to understand and it suddenly became chaotic. The plans for my big picture were shaken, and hence, I went back looking at those details which started altering everything. I took it down with a pinch of salt, “The times are tough, not just for me, but for everyone.” But for someone who had been putting the pieces of the picture since a long long long time, the missing pieces were no less than a hurricane which left everything else perplexed.
Confusion has been my new best friend. And those details about the missing pieces, it is companion. I often dodge this question, “So, what is next now? Where will I find those missing pieces?”
Maybe I should not even start searching for them. Maybe I should look out for different pieces which won't fit the picture, but would somehow make sense to me.
Honestly, I still have not made peace with this and it is taking a lot of strength and mind-boggling thoughts to navigate through it. I am glad to have a rock-solid tribe supporting my altered picture in any direction it might go to. But I am still not sure how things would go from here. Maybe the big picture won't be the same, maybe it will be smaller, maybe it will be different, maybe bigger, but for sure, it will be beautiful. Definitely beautiful. And I am still gaining the confidence to say it out loud. Sooner and one day, My bigger picture and all the pieces, lost and found, old and new, they will all be beautiful.
Thank you for reading and keep supporting. See you soon in the next blog. Have a fantastic day ahead. 😊
