Hello everyone! I am sure that everyone of us want to be someone who is important in other's life and also want someone as support system in our life too. So do I.

I want to be that lover who would rest her head on his lap, sitting under a sky full of stars and talk about all my nightmares, but I am afraid he wouldn't like my company. I hope being lovers doesn't only mean sharing the good things but also the darkest secrets and I just want him to listen me, understand me. Be there for me when everyone is busy with themselves.

I want to be that friend who would invite over and talk about my demons, but I am afraid, they would assume me to be that demon who is camouflaging as their friend. I want to be that 2 am friend who would offer them a seat beside me as we travel through the bumpy roads of my past, but I am afraid, they would start hating me. I hope people understand me when I talk to them about my past, and listens to me instead of passing a judgement. The person that I am today doesn't define who I was a year back. I hope I find the right person to be vulnerable around, and they accept my sadness instead of being tired of dealing with it. 

I want to be that daughter who would make my parent understand that isn't always sunny inside my head, but I am afraid they wouldn't understand and be a parent instead of a friend. They would again offer me a cup of advice instead of a bucket of ice-cream and their friendly company. I hope my parent remember the first time I learnt to walk, fell, crawl, eat and speak. I may fell, and fell, but they kept on cheering for me until I took those first steps. I have grown up but fall even more now. I hope they cheer for me often and are being more of a friend then a parent.

I hope this world becomes a home again where everyone is more of a human. The next time when a thought bothers me I hope I wouldn't be afraid to talk to someone. I hope there would be someone out there to listen me, understand me without judging and be with me in hard and good times.