with no light just a little bit of light peeping through the window right beside me. I am sitting here lonely thinking about my life and what did go wrong for me to be kept here. Why my freedom is kept away from me. i also want to be free i did not o anything wrong then why i am caged here. I have nothing to do just my thoughts roaming everywhere. is m looking t the ceiling capturing and recalling some moments of my life when I used to lie freely on my own without any restrictions? There was no dark and cold room there was a beautiful sky instead of the ceiling I am gazing at. The clouds move freely in different shapes
Nothing feels easy I want to live freely like a bird I want to fly across the sky I want to complete my wishes but now everything seems so distant. At night when the moon and stars shine it feels like they are mocking me as they are enjoying their freedom. The light which seems so sparkling now looks like nothing but a dull light shining
Just on my way to get out of this dangerous room where my shadow makes me fear my mind, I cannot grasp what is going on and around me with thousands of thoughts in my wind read to devour me in my mind full of negativity. I am still trying o be positive by thinking about anything which can keep me sane of my mind. The little squirrel that comes at the window I used to look at is fascinated by how beautiful it is eating anything he likes going around and running on the trees and playing with others.
Can i do the same? Wil one day come where my freedom will be right in front of me and i will be singing and dancing running across the fields with wind grazing at my body like a feather. I can voice out my opinions without getting scared. It will feel like I will be happiest on the planet or will my escape from here be death. I think death will be good than living here maybe I can be in an alternate universe roaming freely where no one can keep me captive
The anonymous girl is me I hope you like my writing.it just gets in my mind my imagination is kind of wild and maybe I am experiencing something
