Hii guys how are you all ?? Honestly I am not gonna write  blog any time soon, but I got surprised when my father suddenly asked about this site and ask me about blog. I answered that this site is not giving any money and I don't feel writing. So he said that you don't need to write for money just write for yourself for improving yourself. Then I think something hit in my heart and I kind a feel motivation to write. So here I am writing this blog.

I want to tell you that what happened in my life since last some days. I give exam and as usual don't get qualify it makes me feel depressed and I don't know what should I do to earn money so that I can help my parent's in some kind of way. But I don't find anything.

 One thing I never understand that why people who don't know anything about work what they are doing even after they are working or get job but here I am waiting and doing nothing. I know that destiny play a very big role but why my destiny is so severe. I know I don't have to criticise my life and appreciate what I have. 

But please try to understand, sometimes it is difficult to always stay positive and never see something which make you feel that you are wasting your life. The way parents start seeing you with full of hopes and expect from you that you should start earning something and I know they are right. They have to expect from us but I don't know what to do. 

When I see kid younger than me or have less qualify than me get job and i am sitting home doing nothing make me feel worthless. How they are so smart to get job. Some of them use their approach or some of I don't know but get job. Why everything is so difficult for me and at what I am good at.

I know you all feel that this is so boring and weird blog to write but what can I do. I want to share all this but as all you know you can't expect from anyone to understand your feeling and your insecurities the way you feel. 

Ok this is it for today I will write more blogs from now on