Hello everyone, hope you all are doing well.

This is my first blog and I wish to start my blogging with a topic which is to be seriously discussed in the present scenario.

Last few days, social media has been discussing regarding the death of a girl in Kerala who was married and brutally attacked in the name of dowry. Honestly saying….I was totally distracted  mentally since I heard that pathetic news.I could feel the pain which she has gone through because iam also a divorcee in my very tender age..(am just 22). The stress she had taken since her marriage is really heartbreaking.😭…I too had a toxic relationship from which iam saved from….so, let's have a glance to my horrible past.

I was born in an orthodox family as the eldest daughter and ASA the eldest granddaughter. Being an eldest granddaughter I was pampered to the peak in all the ways. I was a studios but a silent student…I never even fought with any of my friends…

I don't know when do I got dreaming of becoming a doctor. My wish too grown up with me and I was all set to attend my neet exam. Unfortunately,I couldn't crack neet which made me totally feel blue. I was drowning in anxiety for a whole month.

The next day of my neet results,I got to know that my aunt (my mom's cousin sister)have approached my family with a proposal that is for their son😒. I couldn't control myself because I never thought of such a guy as my life partner.He was not the person who was in my concept. After repeated convincing and advisory classes , finally I said yes…I never knew that I was getting welcomed to a world where I have no value 😭….

After 2-3 months I got admission in a medical college and the next year we Got married…I started understanding him, started loving him and adjusted to the maximize for all of his behaviour. I was really building a typical wife material in me.. two years passed.. first year was somewhat ok but from the beginning itself I alone was the subject for him to shout for all the things and he convinced me that it's because he loves me..and I believed thath tooo..

What his parents done was, they took back my mangalsutra and gave me an old bangle . I never revealed these things to him thinking that it would ruin my life and moreover I had the fear that I would lose him.shortly my family lively witnessed the stress I was tolerating because of my husband then. Slowly he started avoiding me ,he stopped texting, calls only in a while and soon started blaming on me for all the loses he had. I was totally depressed and all the time tried to save my relationship. Even when I realized that I was just a ‘taken for granted thing’also…. I disrespected myself just to get him back. After days of darkness….he himself kicked me outta his life.

This is just an outline of my story. There were many worn out things in between. When I read about that girl,I felt like iam the luckiest one because the almighty have given my life back.

Thank you for reading my story…rest will be continued in the next blog..just hold on😻.