To the boy I love, you casted a spell on me the very first time I laid my eyes on you. I was whipped and smitten for you. It was like you are the magnet, everywhere you go I follow as if I'm your shadow. It's like you have attached this invisible string to my soul and it keeps on coming back to you. I have never felt this type of feelings. Sure I have been in relationships but never did my heart beat this faster, never did I imagine my future with a man, never did I forget to breathe in my lifetime but you came along and all of this happened even before talking to you. I didn't have courage to talk to you face to face or to initiate a conversation with you. I felt very insecure about my looks due to my past relationship and it did leave a scar deep in my heart. It took me three months to gain courage and I spoke to you and asked for your number which I already had by asking your friends but I did ask you anyway. It was a birthday party and I reasoned you saying it was to send the images and you did give me your number and we took a selfie. I was in cloud nine as if I won the whole world. The smile in my face never vanished that day. We spoke on daily basis and I did confess you that I have a crush on you and you said it's fine but you weren't interested in relationships or love due to your past relationship and I had no problem because I get to talk to you everyday but still we didn't talk in our college. Then again I mustered up my courage and started talking to you at college and we got to know each other so well. We do have our differences but still we overcome everything. After one and half year now I can proudly call you my man, my boyfriend, my lover. You made me feel secure and that I'm enough and I'm unique and special and beautiful the way I am even if I had acne scars, even if I wore glasses, you made me feel as queen and you showed me a world full ah colors and love for that, my love, I am thankful.

To everyone who feels insecure about themselves like I did in the past, don't be. You are enough and beautiful just the way you are no matter what your skin color, gender, preference maybe. You deserve love and never give up on yourself.