I have always been mysterious, inexpressive and a typically introverted person. So for me, the best possible way that I could express myself, has always been a pen in my hand and a diary! 

I have faith and hope pulling up my failed dreams, thus winning my heart... So I smile again! 

Initially I used to jot down my anger or frustration whenever I would go through some sort of emotional outburst. Sometimes I would just randomly orate my feelings in english while reading other subjects like history, science,etc. as my mother never really understood the language and it was easy for me to exhale what I feel! I would do a lot of self talk everyday just 1 hour before I start reading. Honestly that rush during my teenage phase helped me to grow and to be the person I am today!  

As I grew up, I realised that I have a weird and undying love for literature. I am never bored and this passion never felt like, "okay I am done!". It's like the love is growing everyday, specially from the time I realised that whatever I wrote, maintaining my diary, and whatever I am writing now has a meaning and a cause that I can actually share, to do something better with myself and maybe some kind of help for them who really needs it. 

It's unexplainable and surreal, whenever I write something and it sounds beautiful to me and my readers. Though it's always been my "pain", that helped me to kind of get this poetic side, that I hardly knew about myself. And you know I am grateful! Suddenly I knew that this is my thing... my happiness.

Though, the best of me, came out when I was shattered, numb, and painful to be with! I don't know, I just couldn't help and it was not in my control or something I planned and did. It just happened! So while I was discovering whether I am good at it or not, my best friends and some strangers ( I never met ) made me realise that I am actually doing the right thing! 

Being honest.... I still don't know if I have a future to build up with this passion I have! But I know one thing, that I can't stop.

I have a lot to say, to wonder and to know more... This ain't possible now! Actually, I didn't know what to write on and so I thought maybe I can share "why" I came here and what exactly I am going to do! 

Hope you enjoy reading the stuff I will share every week! And lastly, I wish you all seek your happiness, be good to others and get the same in return! 

Thank you :)

Reema Adhikary.