There was a life I wanted to have, too far to be touched… So serene and angelic to be real but I know it existed somewhere alive in my dreams!

Honestly, hell is getting too harsh to survive…

I need heaven to live!

Well, just saying… It's probably gonna be okay in here! Maybe, I don't know. Praying everyday to get better, like I was.

Now, I really hope you enjoy while reading my piece of work 🌻

Happy reading :)

Same old stories that I told you everyday...

Those sunflowers in my dream yard, understands when I stare at 'em,

And when I tend to yell...

My wings start flapping,

The blowing wind turns into a storm,

Wanting to detach my feet from the ground!

So stubborn, uprooted trees all around...

Branches swinging back and forth!

Like it has planned to destroy all my wounds...

Those scratches, bruised chest and broken hands,

Half burnt croissants, sometimes shared by ants!

When you have nothing to feel!

Don't have enough to feed!

But your struggling mind still working like those cabled TVs without pictures and smiles...

Listening to those flashing memories from the sky,

I left my sunflowers teary eyed..

I tried hugging the storm

Said my pain isn't worth bleeding on their broken hearts,

He frowned!

I said,

"Little fragile, still trying to live!"

But how weird is it,

When someone feel your failing dreams...

Feel you, in your long lost soul

Trapped in a maze,

Where your heartbeats skipped

Too many void, to keep!

But,

I felt loved...

My heart's already healed!

I tapped down...

Looked at the sky,

Then I saw

Clouds started raining,

The drops fell on the petals

Conveying there's beauty in your heartaches and your pain!

It was freezing cold that day...

Drenched clothes, and my confused state...

Dried lips, frozen feet...

I fainted under my wondering head,

When I heard

Creepy little creatures were passing through the shade!

Oh....

An unbearable night,

Blinking stars singing lullaby

I frowned,

reflected rays warming up the frozen grounds....

I woke up, rubbing my dizzy eyes

the windows were wide open

And beams of light swallowing darkness,

I saw a beautiful sunrise!

Pearls dripping from the petals;

Shining, bright yellow sunflowers

owning my infections smile...

as I shower!

Notebooks and torn pages,

Scattered all around....

A penned note on the ground,

Reminding the befitting night

I spent in my godown!