A whole day without you means, infinite nightmares...
means, anxiety, freckles on my face, little anger turning an ocean of my tears;
Nights so cold, freezing hands still out with the phone,
waiting so it rings like those 12 a.m to 4 a.m talks....
Felt so short, like it envies happy souls!
Those broken long stories....
like remembering our lost childhood for a while;
Like those phone conversations to tempting kisses we shared...
All my first times!
It's never the same, whether it's hate or love...
One with a smile, the other one cries,
Sometimes, it's just the bad times...
Often, everything seems so unfair
Like, I will wait, thinking all day, stuck on dreaming, day and night...!
You'll be busy, tired and sleepy,
Playing games with my mind...For you,
Love is, my lips on yours...
Conveying, I am everything, you were looking for!
For me,
Love is, the one thing I never got..
Feelings so strong, and a broken heart,
Crawling so you hold.... for once,
After a day, like decades of pain...
Your voice for once, I was craving for!
All you have is, "everything you wanted"...
And, all I have is, "my numb thoughts"!
Loud enough, my veins to burst...
Bloody tears and my drenched clothes;A whole day without you means, infinite scars...
means broken limbs and a ghost heart!~ Reema.
But why?
Ever felt like you've lost everything, just for that one person you desired to be with forever! You feel so weird, an unexplainable pain.... Slowly you stop taking care of yourself, your health deteriorates! Sometimes, you wait and it feels like a year to you! You keep waiting, for your phone to ring, you literally crave to listen to that voice... once! Is it because you felt stronger each passing day, or is it because you never felt at all! Something as strong as love, you never knew, what it feels like! Does that feeling turns out to be your need, your desire? When you see the other person not really bothered about what exactly this craving is for, why you always just want him to be around you, even when you know he doesn't!
Why it feels so heavy, to not feel the reciprocation you desired? ....even when you know it's just not there, the feeling isn't there, he is leaving your memories, and you!
Let me know if you have the answers!
Thank you
