So this is me !!! I would like to introduce myself ,My name is Purva and i am pursuing Bsc degree in biotechnology . 

         My life is not going according to myself it is always my parents decisions and I think it is okay to me until and unless it is harmful for me or for my future.

        Even my relationship/lovelife is a kind of mess because , who i like they don't like me at all and whom i don't like they also don't like me . So i guess this relationship are not my thing . Even i got in a relationship before and that person was such a gem to me but as i already mention that relationships are not made for me. I broke up with that person because of some personal reasons . He was such a husband material , even you will search for this type of guys in the whole universe you will not find him. 

         You guys are surprise right?? that if he is such a good person why I broke up with him . Let me give you a free of cost relationship advice 
 EVEN IF THE PERSON IS RIGHT FOR YOU BUT SOMETIMES YOU FELT LIKE YOU ARE GIVING 100% IN THAT RELATIONSHIP BUT THAT PERSON IS ONLY GIVING 60% OF EFFORTS TO GROW THAT RELATIONSHIP IT IS BETTER TO CHANGE THE PERSON THAN THE PATH. ( it is my personal opinion , every body has there own this is mine ) so this things affect me alot . 

      By being 18 now i realize that people are not hard to read they are just being overthinking about there life and thats make them more mentally strong to prove others wrong. Having a lot of ex's in past is not a problem because it was that age u felt love and u wanted to feel it more , you wanted to hold someone's hand , you wanted to seat on marine lines  for hours to see the sunset , you wanted to take couple photos together , you wanted to make's that person smile more bigger and brighter . So this was the things we do when we fall in love at the teenage . 

      So this things were hard for me to do with that person because he was so shy to even meet me. And we usually say that opposite attract but here when an extrovert wanted to date an introvert the things was not easy for me at all. but sometimes it is okay to experience somethings for a short period of life and learn somethings from it for the future of life . 

    So please read it and if you like it please comment below and THANK YOU for reading it .