Hey ! i have logged in after like 10 months so i thought about restarting with the prime reason that is my Laziness which is quiet enjoyable as you do not realise what is actually going on around. Infact yesterday after lying down for a week i sat down on my desk and logged in in every possible account of mine, and I said to myself lets write today about this then obviously i felt lazy and my attention disorders didn't let me do it. SO i am finally writing this blog today afternoon. This is me for a long time know , i think i think and i think but takes like million hours to dot it and mostly it is not even happening. It has become the way of life now , i have been lazy but ever since i left my job i lacked discipline or may be the pressure or i have been always like this you know full of fun and it really took me a long time to realise the value of time. You can always take a break and have fun but there has to be a fix time when you get up and face life. Because its necessary to have an aim in life and you might take time to discover your ambitions, meanwhile what you can do is make a schedule even if there is nothing productive to do its okay, but you need to know how to manage time especially in today's time where we are surrounded by gadgets. Lets be smart with technology not dumb. even if we are not doing anything we can manage time and be with ourselves. Reason is gadgets are making us couch potato , then our office jobs then our eating timings and what not. sometimes its lovable to be lazy it feels relaxed , calm and peaceful. but what is making me slower is this mobile phones and social media. Old school life shoul not extinct , it should be a way of life- reading books, watching favourite shows, walking in gardens , breathing and meditation, celebrating every moments with family friends and with ourselves WITHOUT MOBILE. Because it has made us forget enjoying small moments and joys of life and making us lonely. We are full of ego. We should learn to be kind and spread love and learn to love ourselves first always the first priority no one else.