You don't choose to fall in love with someone, do you? And once you do fall in love-that obsessive sort of love, that all-consuming love, where two people can't stand to be apart from each other for even a moment - how are you supposed to let a love like that pass you by?
Now hear is my one-sided love story where all of my heart said: Truly, Madly, Deeply, I am foolishly , Completely falling in love with you.
And yes that thing was the biggest mistake of my life.
Let's begin with the story of my heartbreak
There was a boy in my school named ‘X’. Remember during the school days every year our classmates would be shuffled every time we move to a higher grade, but that guy X was always in my class from Grade 6 to Grade 10. In Grade 6 our school trip went to Udaipur when the guy realized he had feelings for me and as usually didn't confess it to me but all our other friends knew about it but nobody dared to tell it to me. It was kept hidden to me for a good 2 years. Imagine a guy waiting for me fr 2 years without even letting me know about it like what!!!!
After 2 years, in Grade 8 we had a trip to Coorg, Karnataka. During that time he did confess me all but drum rolls please I got panicked and ran away. This relationship was very knew to me, let's say he is the first guy of everything. After this incident , I completely ghosted him for another 2 years. And being in the same class it was not that easy to do.
Moving towards the climax..
In Grade 10, during sports day we all were gathered down. He was an athlete, a football player and junior hockey team's captain. Trust me he was looking so amazing, scrumptious if I must ;) My heart would pound looking at him, so hot. That day without even giving a thought I went to him and said I LOVE YOU. Even he said the same with a rose, kneeling down just like ROMEO. And voila, I was in a relationship with a boy I ghosted for so long.
We were dating for good 10/11 months and suddenly there was literally a havoc, his so called bff- ‘T’. That girl was the reason of our break-up.
The story of break-up will be continued in the next blog, until then enjoy my not so dramatic love story.
Toodles!