Running past the shadow of yours,
I recall the day we parted our ways.
Like a tide it rose within me, when I saw you for the first time I decided to let go of you.
Are you well? Are you happy living without me? Did you find someone more compatible than me?
Like a noon tide thousand of questions ran through my mind.
Are we really over?
The silence in your lips and the curiosity in my eyes when met with the reality knocking from the corner of our heart.
I left the place with hurry, with no trace of regret, deep inside my heart stoped for a while seeing you, but my mind knew the truth and it reminded me that:
No matter how much we try to bind a person in our journey, at some point at a time you will realise that,
“The memories which once arouse your feelings now add bitterness to your thoughts”
For me you are that memories of mine, adding bitterness to my soul.
Happy I was waking up with a fragrance of yours, happy I was laughing at every joke you cracked.
Happy I am thinking we really locked ourselves in each other's heart for a long time, a journey of puppet show it seems, where we both played our part well.
“Thinking back I realize, life is about the moment we felt numb for a second, and the second when our heart is numb, is the second we fall in love”.
So, the moment of my numbness is you, adding sweetness in my blank life, you gave me a prespective of a different world.
A world of different opinions it seems, but change is the matter, we often fail to adopt ourselves towards a change a person or a thing, which brings with them.
“A change is the concern, having a viewpoint is different from forming an opinion”
A viewpoint is the matter, you won't give up on your viewpoint and I won't compromise mine.
Our opinion towards viewing life's is the concern, you won't see me struggling to hold you back and I can't feel the hurt of yours to let me go.
Leaving is the fact that we are bound to, you leaving me behind and I walking past you, a stranger we seem to behave.
Relationship is always two sided, you start with two people, you both cheerished it, nourish it and live with it. When one of the people fall apart all those nurtured part of your memories tends to fade away with the person.
That's when the known seems unknown to you…..for the first time in your life you realize people change like a season when they want to fall apart but are reluctant when it comes to holding on….
It's a matter of pride baby and I understand.