Hey, guys as a writer we are often driven by our own environment. We are influenced by the people and things around us…. In life there come many moments when we loose ourself and commit mistakes which we regret later on….

So this is for the one moment of flinch in our lives…

Days shining bright, heart pounding fast. Why the sun only one in existence is burning one and giving warmth to other?

My anger rose onto the top of my head, am I the only one who is circled with bad luck…. There came the flood of emotions… I envy everyone smiling around me.

Thinking of that day, I realised it was that moment when I couldn't control myself and looked others with that sinister look.

That moment I loose myself in the wave of emotions existing only in by head.

Running fast to reach my destination, I gasp for air, seeing people recklessly parking their vechile and chatting, anger popped from my veins, I shouted and yelled like crazy…. accelerating my speed I gave them that evil look and took theirs…. 

Thinking at that moment I realised, my normal nature of patience is lost when I feel my ego to be threatened, so at that moment too I loose myself and gave a way to anger for submerging my patience and focus.

Loving them endlessly even realising their flaws and ignoring their hurtful comments, I grew up and never had a need to be dependent on them I followed them every where. 

The time which I realised I was too naive to trust people blindly and let them occupy a whole space in my life, I loose control.

Ignoring them, gossiping about their present and past, sending negative vives through my thoughts, I found myself drowing deep in my own web of hate and negativity….

What I found was loneliness and pain, what I got was myself becoming a different person I barely recognised… Again, at that moment the emotions of hate and violence circled my thoughts, I loosed myself in that moments.

All these moments has build me and again rebuild me, the exact moment when I felt myself drowing because of my surroundings, made me think how a person who have all the positive side becomes a villan in thier own story just because of one negative act.

I understand now, life depends on that exact moments when we loose our control and become a person of hate, sometimes they are called criminals, rapist, thief, arrogant, evil and sometimes they are murderers….

I realise they, too have lost their control over themselves in that exact moment in life, where a person should surpass the negativity and breathe in the emotion of patience and trust and breathe out the negativity…. That moment of control will make our life easy and give us and the surrounding to rethink and react…

In life, the second you loose control over your emotions, the very next second you loose yourself…..

So, the morale is as a human we should be patience and act after thinking and try every possible way to control all those negative thoughts popping inside our brain….