I'm a boy 20 years old . It's my story how i fell in love with an amazing person and then everything changed.
The story starts from two years back (2018)….
I was a normal boy who didn't have inetrest in many things . I was just existing in this world . With dreams like everyone has to acheive something in his life make his parents proud . But i didn't know that something what to achive didn't had any goals nor a passion to do anything . I was a nerd basically . I'm an introvert and pretty shy . I didn't had much friends . Didn't had any girl in my friend circle at school times . I was a quiet kid still i am .
As i live in mumbai also known as : city of dreams . My parents had big dreams for me. They expected much from me than I expected from myself cause I was an average student with not that much grade . I completed my 10th standard with an average grade . I took science in peer pressure , as of an Indian society to be successful you have to take science . In college i was the same as in school . I never liked to study that hard so i failed in my 12th boards . It was a big shock for me and my family , cause it was the first time i failed . It was a big disappointment for my family their expectation was shattered . In our society if you fail you lost everything which is not true a bit .
Everyone said i should try again and i should have done that as a good son , but i did not had that much courage to face that back again so i took commerce in place of science and again disappointed everyone , everyone was against me but this time i didn't cared about anything else . I just wanted to do it by myself for myself . But I didn't know anything about commerce so one of my friend suggested me to get into a classes . So by his suggestion i got into commerce classes and that's where everything changed in my life .
As i am a shy person and didn't had much confidence in my self , It was pretty hard for me to go there . When I entered that classes everyone was looking at me all eyes were at me so i got a bit uncomfortable and sitted on a corner . And then i saw her , a beautiful girl . For me everything stopped for a moment . My eyes were just stuck on her . My heart was beating fast than usual . I didn't know what was that at that time cause i never fell in love before nor had a crush on anyone , that was my first time feeling something like this . And that day i felled in love with a girl at first sight……
I wanted to talk to her but i was afraid as i'm shy and introvert i don't talk much , i was just watching her and feeling good in my heart , but i was also afraid that if i tell her i failed at science and so i took commerce and came here what would she think about me so i didn't even tried to talk . By watching her for sometime i realized that she use to be my junior at school , we were at the same school , but in school also i never talked with her . She didn't even know that i existed in that school . So i didn't dared to talk her and classes ended everyone went to home . While going home i was just thinking about her that how should i talk her and the day just like that . Next day i was too much excited to go to classes in my life for the first time . So i went to classes i hope i'll see her and this time i'll talk her . When i was in classes my eyes were just searching her and there but i didn't saw her anywhere , the day ended like this , i thought i'll see her next time . But it was the same next day and day after didn't saw her anywhere . Now it's been a whole weak . And now i got a thought in my mind that will i ever see her again ?
To be continued….
