Have you ever felt really overwhelmed and didn't really find the energy to do anything? Like anything at all?

I'm going through one such right now and I'm not really sure why is this happening. Maybe I'm burnt out as I've been working so hard. Or maybe because the things happening outside aren't the most positive things that could've happened. I get extremely sad whenever I see or read the news about the Covid deaths, lack of oxygen, people dying. It's highly demotivating. And on top of that we are facing yet another lockdown. All of this could be really heavy for us mentally.

Either way, I'm feeling a lot less excited these days, not getting the energy to do anything, feel like just lying down on my bed and just stay like that for the whole day. I don't even get in the mood to watch something or talk to anybody about this. I lock myself in and shut myself out. 

I don't know who else goes through something like this or is going through this, but I hope you get out of it soon and find your mojo back again. 

I'm not sure when I'll get mine back. I try to do things that excite me. Like dance, or read a book, or write a story (I'm trying to write a novel, a murder mystery. Haven't been able to write too much lately because of this overwhelmed feeling, can't really think anything straight), either way I'm trying my best. But things aren't easy right now. Not for the majority.

I'm suffering mentally while the majority are suffering physically and are in a much worse condition than I am. I pray for them everyday and I hope that they recover soon because nobody deserves all of this, nobody does.

These are extra-ordinary times that we are facing and I just hope that you all are trying your best to stay healthy and taking good care of yourself.

And as for me, I'll keep on trying. I'll wake up again tomorrow hoping to make it a better day, hoping to get things done, hoping to get some positive news. Point is, I'll be hopeful. Hopeful for a better day, for a better future.

Till then, take care. Love <3