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Here it is... My continuation of the previous blog. I had put “The end” but I wanted to continue it as my people suggested to do so… here I go… Sara- was awake now, a little tired after her sleepless night after a dinner with him-Shiva… She couldn't cope up without having a thought of him… now she continues her story… as she says to us
I was with my roomie the next day… as I checked my mobile Shiva had called me twice, I refreshed and called him back…
“Hey, wassup?” - I said
“Hy, just to check on you, you slept well?” - asked shiva… as if he was all along near me knowing I didn't sleep well… yet I don't wanna admit to him…
“Yea slept well… little tired… you slept well? ” I asked curiously whether am I the only one who struggled to sleep...
“ hmm... Yes... Ahhh... Yea kind of… hard sleep with… nothing… I slept well” he stammered… man… I even liked his stammered voice... and there was a silence for a couple of seconds, should I break the silence or he will... I waited... I don't want to start but wished he would be slow and not take me back to that dinner night we had...
“So.. How was the dinner yesterday?" he asked
“It was good, I liked it, hope you reached soon and safe” I added
“ No yaar… I was a little late but reached safely… Did you like the present, I mean the cake”
“Yes, I mean it was good, the colour and the taste, I liked it. thanks” I stopped there as I don't want to reveal my butterflies inside.
“Ahh… did you feel anything, last night?”…… “ cause I couldn't sleep as good as before, after we met, there was something that creeps into my mind, making me feel your lips that ate the first bite of that cake… I… I just couldn't be normal with you” he stopped…
Another side… I was halfway melting with his words… searching heavily on my mind dictionary what to say to him… “Why? What am I gonna do you?… am I a ghost or something??" I acted as if I didn't get where he is up to…
“No ya… I mean… nothing… I can't be normal… I think… I'm falling for you… Do you get it?? What do I mean?? The way I wanted to be with you is not a normal friendship, I can't even relate that with friendship… You know… I can't even look at your eyes in a calm normal way… it does something inside me… I may be fast… but I have fallen for you, Sara… it's not just your looks… I admire you, Sara… you know my flaws, can you accept this flawed guy?? I'm fast… but I think it's the apt time to say…" He was fast and sounded doubtful… “ will you accept me? ” he stopped
I can hear my heart breathe… the fan which scratches with the ceiling… a bird that awakes others with its mouth… goosebumps all over me… I was surprised… shocked… nervous to respond… I held my phone tight… “sh. Shhh...Shiva… I'm not ready for those… I can understand what you say… but…” I gained some more breathes… “I don't know about myself, I'm not so strong to deal with a relationship… " I was struggling as I would even cry…
“ I love you, Sara,” 😍he said…
“It's not that shiva..”
“ will you love me?” He asked again… with a voice, I couldn't resist….
“Yes, I do” 😍 and I blushed with a tear that was aiming to reach my cheeks…
“ I love you too”
