It had been days without seeing her, where days and nights we spent together came flashing all the way in my day to day activity. Infact I was separated due to some career factor. And to add more spice in our relationship, we had a fight because of my biggest stupid act. I don't know whether i can write this or not. I believe relationship and things should be kept between two souls. Writing it in blogs can be special if its a good phase,  but sharing even the bad phase can make others too to sensitise the emotions in a relationship.
And mostt mosttt mostttt importantly, having a fight and not being in same place and not seeing her face for days is more painful. And let me say my mistake.. I had encountered a stupid question which was very personal for any girl to share and im not here to justify my wrong but explain the situation.. And here was my other problem, I have been a problem solver for most of my friends to whom i explain the facts and shits at their face.. And may be when im into some problem i started to put forth jus my logical and faithful shits on her. And i failed to realise that i have hurt her emotions and feelings by answering a stupid question of another person. Thats after our small fight and her heart spiking questions thrown on me, i realised in a deep way how her feelings have been stabbed by me... Could just a sorry can subside her pain. Frankly.  Not at all.....

Girls are not tough to be understood, we guys don't see their emotions, that's the bigger issue in us... Good part is I have sensitized and gonna work on how my defence is, on our fights and how emotionally connected she is with me and how should i praise her and allow her to capture her things on me... After knowing many things about her I should not have commited such a thing and I will regain our emotions... With more love and respect🌹...

I have teared her peace striking her head with pushing more pressure and sleepless nights. How could I be so cruel to my girl? This thought have been striking my mind all these days without seeing her eyes and each second had something of her to make remind of her and us...

As I already said i was far away from her, and whenever I crossed any couples holding hands... Couples in bike... And in one instance, in a theater entrance there was 3 couples of different age group and amidst them there was a single guy just scrolling down his mobile phone.. I could feel that pain in a different way here... Whenever there was a breeze followed with a drizzle and rain... Whenever I go to bed... Wherever i see a maggie sachet.. Whenever i eat nonveg without her... Whenever i wash my ears... It was her..🫂 it was her ✨✍🏻 it was her 🦶🏻

After three long days of fights and pretty family talks.. She said love you.. And at that moment instantly I got tears in eyes... I have never thought my emotionless nature will get sooo addicted on her... Even I fainted, when she said she dont want me anymore.. But she got herself consoled.. Not with my efforts..

But i should do something la... 

  So… I have done something… 

Guess??