"Can we video call? I want to see you."
One day all of a sudden I started missing him. I couldn't resist myself to message him. So I did without any hope or expectations. So, I pretend that nothing had had happened and turned towards my work.
After few hours, my phone buzzed. Without any presumption, I checked my phone. It was him. I brust from joy when I saw the name.
"I am at office.", said the message. I got numb and lost all my hope of seeing him. Meanwhile, another message flashed on my screen.
"How about video call at night?"
"Okay!" I left the message and put my phone away.
I was trying so hard to focus on my work, but I couldn't. I was on cloud nine but deep down I was afraid that what if he will not turn up?
As the time was passing, the urge of seeing him was increasing. I was blankly staring at my phone to beep.
"You wanted to call?",he said. I was overjoyed after seeing this message. I was over the moon when he asked to call him. Without wasting a minute, I video called him on WhatsApp. Blood was racing fast in my veins. I was about to see him after a year. Many thoughts were jumbling in my mind and he received my call.
There he was! The man of my lifeā„
I was mesmerized by his look. His presence made me hypnotized. I didn't move an inch. We were sharing the glances with lots of love and pain carrying in our eyes. We couldn't wave or greet each other, so we exchanged a weak smile. I sensed his eyes on me.
He looked at me like he used to. It is rightly said, we can't stop loving each other by putting a full stop on relationship. We were feeling same wamth of love which we had felt a year ago. The love was never touched since we left. It was the same love as before. He was not able to take his eyes off from me, so was I.
For a moment, we felt like everything is perfect. The notion of us is beyond repair. Everything around me was cheerful and joyous.
All of a sudden, reality hit us when I heard his name from the background. Once again, he had to go. He bid a goodbye. I wanted to stop him but i couldn't. We knew we had to let go. So he went. The call had been ended.
Indeed, that 1 minute was the most precious moment of our lives. We felt love, pain , fear of loosing each other in that one minute. I heard once, "we meet, we talk, it is epic, but when sun comes up, reality has to set in." I realise that sometimes reality becomes more complicated than urge of being loved by someone and when sun comes up you had to let go that person by carring his love and memories in your heart and smile on your lips.