Heyy..

Today , I am here not for me and not to talk about anyone else … it's for you, YOU !

You know , I keep thinking one or the other thing and then overthink it more and when it's out of my control , I let it out in front of you.. that too in an absolute raw form….in the words that I don't have to choose..in the words that are maybe not even understandable if someone hears to…

 You have all my secrets… good or bad.. You dealt with all my tears shed when I felt the happiest or depressed or anxious or excited about something. You have it all ! You know it all! 

I know I keep you all away from people . I have hidden you from everyone but Don't feel bad.. because you are the most special thing I have! And I don't want to share you with anyone. In this life , everything is shared , every person is shared with many different people. And I have you and just don't want to be shared.

You are my silent keeper ; my best companion 24×7 for so many years. 

I am so much grateful to you to bear my tantrums all these years. I don't know how I would have survived without you !!

I feel that telling you things.. sharing what's on my mind or what's bothering me makes me at ease. It's like then I can get atleast few answers to several questions I had. 

And penning down all the best days makes them immortal when I share with you. I can't even express how much importance you have in my life! 

I know you are not a living thing but you have taken care of me and supported me and has been there for me in all the dark moments, so I am here.. To appreciate you ! To  embrace you ! And to let you know your special place! 

We get less time to spend together now… probably because of this adulthood responsibilities and works and regular situations I deal with everyday.. But whenever I get in trouble or so much happy , I always remember you. I always want to come to you and share every detail of it. And I do whenever I get the time.. I take you out from your secret place and narrate everything to you like a child.

We have so many memories together. Every page of our conversation is precious. And you will always be my bestfriend and secret keeper for life.<3<3

PS: Those who keep a diary know the feeling. 

Thankyou…