Imagine being around hundreds of people around yet you feel a lump in a throat that you might cry any minute.

How can you feel lonely even when you live with people, how can they not see how badly you are breaking apart, how you are losing a piece of yourself every day how someone cannot notice the dying sparkle in your Eyes. How badly you need comfort, how badly you want to scream your heart out, it hurts you know, knowing how people around you laughing and you just feel numb.

You don’t blend in with them, you don’t understand what they want from you, they don’t understand what you want from them. How vicious this gets when two people living together don’t understand each other at all, or maybe they just don’t want to understand. You can never know what goes into someone’s mind about you, this is scary but it’s just the way it is. How might things go when everyone put a Lil effort into understanding each other. Efforts don’t mean keeping talking to them Nah. It's not that try understanding we act at certain times, what triggers us what hurts us or what makes us feel inferior or all the synonyms fit here and if doing all these make you feel bothered trust me I am gonna help you outdoor. (mean enough? Good then.) 

Try understanding their feelings instead of telling them what to feel, if we believe in something (being an overthinker) we don’t just say anything without any base point saying us it's all in our head guess yes it is (where do you think from? Your nose?) Tell me something what do you get from making people feel what you want them to feel? like I really want to know Why? why do you do what you do around them all these people want from you is a clear conversation and trust me even when you'll be honest with them they will be more relieved than to know, how you sugarcoat things with them,  they ain't sick or fragile (maybe they are)but they will be the strongest person you'll ever meet cause they hide with so many masks just to not let you feel what they feeling.  Do you think it's easy to just bottle up what we feel imagine us literally crying while we just say we are fine I guess am turning too depressed with my blogs but Imma trying okay?