Before meeting you, she have never ever thought about, someone being really important for her. She was totally unknown about this feeling. Now she is stuck with this thing which is hard to express to anyone, not even with herself. Sometimes she feel terrible while talking to you, she is aware that more she talk to you more she fall for you but though she don't stop. She is totally out of control. She is holding her feelings forcefully with the fear that you don't want her the way she wants you.

Sometimes she feel like all you want is her, but at the very next moment she feel different. She feel like you want her just for the moment cause you have so many other than her. She don't know how much you want them or need them, but she feel all are at equal for you. She think, she want you to want her much more than others. That doesn't mean she wants to be all alone in your life. She don't know why she is afraid of loosing you, she haven't even accepted you yet, not even accepted her own feelings for you just because she don't want to get attach more with you. You know what, she is already attached to the extent that she can't think about anything else but you. That's enough but she can't control her thoughts. 

You are an habit, yes you are. She feel like she can't breath without you, her heartbeats fastens all the time, sometimes she feel like she is drowning into the ocean of your thoughts, there is no single moment she don't think about you. She don't like this distance separating you from her. She knows she can't get any closer cause she don't want to burn by this feeling she have inside for you. She is trying to suppress these inevitable emotions, but it's worthless. She don't want these emotions to take her away from herself, she is not like this. The way she is with you she has never ever been with anyone else. Having dual thoughts about you is literally painful. Whatever this is, it's strange for her, she don't want this fuss, it's annoying, and she don't know how to handle it. You got her, you won. That's all she wanted to say.