Hey guys, here I am after a long time to confess that I have made a mistake, a huge mistake. I feel guilty about that. I was gone because I had nothing to write about and today all I got to write is about the blunder I am into, the blunder that I have created myself.

Sometimes while communicating we just reply without thinking for a second and later we realize we did it the wrong way or we did it wrong. We realize, we shouldn't have said the things, or at least we would have stayed silent. Of course, our silence can lead the misunderstanding but it would not make things worse than they have become after our words did. The words we have thrown at someone without thinking have already made damage now all we can do is regret our behavior. But if there is even a little hope we should try to make things right, or we should apologize for the mess we have created. We don't it on purpose, but we do it anyway. 

It doesn't matter if the person to whom we have said those things are important to us or not but we have to accept our mistakes. We have to accept that we have hurt them for no reason. Our sudden reply has made their world upside down. 

I do it a lot, I don't do it intentionally but when I am angry I just can't control my words, all I see is my anger and nothing ahead of it. I am working on it since I noticed but I still sometimes do it. I am writing this blog because I have said someone terrible thing I shouldn't have and now I am trying to get over it but I can't. The person is someone I love so much, I am unable to get over because I know don't matter how hard I try I do it and I regret that. Why I can't control my anger?? Now I am unbelievably angry at my anger😂. I feel like I have ruined something, though he says nothing has changed. Well, I don't believe him because I know I did it the wrong way. 

I am lucky that I have someone who understands me but I am stupid, I can't control my temper. There is no explanation for my behavior what I did was wrong, not a single thing can cover my faults and I am accepting them without giving any foul reason.