Hey folks, I apologise for the inconsistency in publishing blogs. The thing is, class has started and the schedule is getting tighter as it has been closed for almost three months and that is why we are rushing things. Even if I wanted to write, I get tired and exhausted after class and all I do is watch some series or videos to keep me relaxed after a long day's work. 

As the days pass, the schedule will eventually get tighter because there is a lot of do, one of them being driving classes which was held because of the pandemic and if there wasn't second wave, I would have gotten the licence in July but now because of the delay, I have to wait for little longer to get the licence. But for that, I also have to attend the classes and manage my schedule without clashing with my diploma course. Because there is a lot happening, I am struggling to find some time to write and when I log in to write, I feel completely blanked out and so I log out. 

This blog is not to complain or to make an excuse for not being consistent but I will try writing about something as the title suggests. The only thing we want to end our the bad things and/or the things we detest. But for the good things, we wish it to never end. And when the things we like is about to end, we feel sad about it and wish it had been longer. I am sure everyone has been in this phase of not wanting good things to end, for example school, or college or staying at a particular city and not wanting to leave. 

Every chapter of our life has an ending and adding more pages just because it feels nice results in losing the purpose of the particular chapter. It's just the chapter that is ending and not the story. There is certainly more chapters in your story probably much more interesting than the ones you like. It is said that if you love something, you must learn to let it go. It is definitely a painful feeling but it certainly is good for the long run. 

Like I had this feeling two weeks ago and today because I liked it and it is ending. Two weeks ago it was leaving Bangalore after the short trip as I was almost on the verge of breaking down especially during the last hours before boarding the bus to go back home. But I was fine when I reached home. I never had the feeling when I left school or college because I was waiting for it to end and leave as soon as possible, especially the former in the last two years. 

In case of today, it was the end of a series which releasing long back and I started watching it a month ago and will finish it in an hour. I enjoyed watching it and now when it is about to end, I am feeling sad about it maybe because I didn't want it to end and wished it stayed a little longer. Probably that is one thing, I am delaying in finishing it as there are only three more episodes left. 

The end is only the beginning is another way to describing the continuity of life. The ends of each are connected to the beginning of the predecessor. It says one exist within nothing. 

That's all for now. thank you for reading. I will see you in the next one.