No it's not about the song from Frozen but rather just a title for what I am going to write or trying to write. I want to move on, I am sure I have a lot to look forward irrespective of the pandemic which is driving me real crazy and that shouldn't stop us from whatever we are setting out to achieve. 

After college, things have become really gloomy around as there was nothing exciting enough that keeps me going. And it took a pandemic to realise that I was stuck at that time where certain things and people meant something more which was the best time of college or being in Bangalore and yes, I did miss that terribly. Later did I realise that it is okay to miss things but not want it back. 

And it's the same pandemic that made me realise that it would be fine if we move on and have something to look forward. Well I had that thought even before the pandemic hit the world and now this is the reason why things seem slightly gloomy. And I am not saying there aren't things that are exciting but probably not exciting enough, at least for me. 

The best way to keep yourself away from distraction or overthinking is to keep yourself busy that you have no time for any thoughts. But even in the process, I get distracted and I imagine a lot of things. It's been long and I just want to get rid of those thoughts as I didn't want false hopes, and I still don't want any of it. 

I know if it's meant to be, it will be and I just want to focus on the present in my own goals and dreams and while working on them, the thoughts shouldn't come as distraction and take over my plans because I am letting them. They have got nothing to do with my goals and still I think of them and try to fit into it but they are not going to fit. If it was supposed to fit, it would have happened long back. 

But still there is a part of me that still overthinks about it. I know it will take time to let go and I have to make an effort in focusing and being in the moment and not get zoned in any other moment that has happened and wish had happened but may not. 

I am sure you might not have gotten what I said or was trying to say. Well my writings are just like me; nobody gets them.