As the title suggests, it is all about what I am feeling at the moment and not sure what to do about it or how it can be dealt with it. Whether to do or not to do and to also see the pros and cons of either. 

Another month is ending and we are left with just one more month to do what needs to be done. It isn't about procrastinating or skipping work but where to be at the year end as that is still an unresolved crisis and my work and schedule depends entirely on that. 

This dilemma isn't a conflict that is battling my mind and just an idea or a thought that crossed my mind today leaving me unsure of what I have to do. It is a chain of events leading to the decision I make and I have to act accordingly and also the dilemma can be resolved through compromise which can be hard but then there's no choice and so it has to be picked, either or nor. 

As time passes, there is a lot to do and sometimes you feel that you don't get enough. But you never know what's enough enough unless you know what's more than enough. 

What do you usually do when you are in dilemma? Choose on the basis of its pros and cons. And if both are favourable, you might toss a coin. It is said that when tossing a coin, you will realise what you actually want. And what if you don't realise that? Now that is a dilemma. 

A dilemma to resolve a dilemma has led to another dilemma of wondering what exactly needs to be done. The reason why that has become a dilemma was you aren't sure what exactly you want. But then, you have to pick a side or a choice to move forward and can't stay right where you were before picking what you wanted to choose. 

So another way to resolve the dilemma of resolving a dilemma is to grind your brain; ask yourself what is it that you really want? And how helpful it would be? Would it be a problem if you don't pick it? One thing is for sure, there is a certain amount of compromise to be done while picking the choice. Let's see how it goes. None of this would have happened if that thought wasn't placed in my head.