Secrets! We all have our own. Someone too much opens up to others by heart, they don’t keep the secrets but some are the GOOD to keep the secrets. All belong to sentimental heart which flows the pressure to eyes in form of tears but you know what, eyes are not the good keeper of secrets! As I said some are good at it or some are not.

The way it all comes up in my mind it first hit the heart and feeling, stop to react on it might stop to express everything but the words are everything. If I have felt then words are there as living creatures and the words convert into feeling for someone. 

Missing someone is not easy, you need the courage to control the emotion and as a backup, it needs to keep a smile although wiped the tears more than hundreds of times before come out in front of someone. it just ruins the whole fucking day and greedy for the self. May not know that it will become a habit without permission. It’s been the 21 days course which then completed and the certificate is given by course coordinator ‘Heart’. And in addition, it rewarded with waiting.

The sarcasm gives the pain if it had given by our people or understood the level of it. Sometimes need the time to heal ourselves from it or stayed in the unconscious part of the mind and it set off every single moment when the cycle of thoughts repeats, like a mugger! 

All problems, arguments, solutions are never end if stay persistant with that but it may stop with one word ‘okay’. Satisfing with one word. Accept the thing as it is and work on later or right now. Think about what we did or what just happened, it gives the time for that. Soon or later this sentimental heart finds out. 

Time has its own rules, don't break your own rules for fullfill someone else dream book…

The words have no limit but the feeling die, 

the monumental thrust fall from sky but here I am, 

the hole stays forever but heart still throbbing.

the time passed but the mind revealing the truth, 

the mirror reflects the smile but reality storming in eyes,

careful, obstacles are there, human alive yet,

Don’t be betrayal or akin like fierce,

Just keep it to myself,

Because pain never heals.