HELLO GUYS THIS IS THE BLOG TO ALL THOSE BLOGGERS AND READERS OF MY BLOG AND MY DEAR CO HUMANS how are u all doing I  named this blog as I lost myself is that this is to insist where we stand right now and where I am right now in this world which is now racing very fast with me trying to rule my feelings and ruin it and tear it apart.

U will be still wondering what this guy is talking about? yes this is one moment I felt where I lost myself and I am damn sure that everyone will be having such moments in their life so let's begin this let me draft mine 

when I completed the high schooling I went directly to appear for one of the most challenging exams in India that is NEET which is to be cleared and secure a mark above cut off to ensure urself a seat in government medical college or whatever medical college u are wishing to get through so I went for one-month coaching which is called CRASH course so where we crash into a lot of stuff that we went through in 11 and 12 std and then we completed the course and then I took the exam. But neither of my friends nor I were able to get into the medical field so I was broken but I didn't have hope or a thing I believed that God will pour something so that I will be bathing in it and with no pain, I will reach the medical field. How stupid am I right??

that moment when u know that the fear of society is going to take over u when u didn't get into the medical field while some of ur parents' friend's children did with ease. That too happened in my life one of my mother's friend's daughter got through medical college so the rest is history and next what I did next is …

See the aim of going into the medical field came through a good friend of mine so I came to know about NEET exams and all that stuffs only in 11th std that is horrible 

So to ruin all this icing of cake we have neighbors and family relatives who had been hiding somewhere so long came for the best course they ever do if u are the culprit that is ADVICE

next at that day I LOST MYSELF I felt the whole world is against me and my parents are in pain and depressed and I can't help them with their situation. And I also don't want to get immersed in this sea of sadness so I took a brave decision to repeat this exam one year so I studied one year for this exam specially and specifically to this and our dear friend who has paused every activity on earth COVID came to us that was one moment I didn't feel about so I went on and on and finally the news from the government NEET is to be held on SEPTEMBER 14 thank god and I wrote it and with the help of god and all my well-wishers there is only two of them in this whole world that is my mom and dad and now i am studying in a government medical college in our state so that arise or induce some dopamine secretion and hence this is one of the happiest situation of my life and I am damn sure my parents will be happy too

SO WHAT I AM INSISTING HERE IS THAT BE YOU TILL THE END AND WHEN U FEEL LIKE U ARE LOSING YOURSELF SIT BACK SUIT UP AND GET READY TO REBUILD URSELF THANKU