It's been hard from few months both emotionally, physically and monetarily as I took up an online course in hopes of better future and better income….and as I almost reach the end of the tunnel I neither learnt anything nor did I gain any extra income…just a lot more frustrated and lost! I am not naming this famous online team but am just pouring out my hurt and frustration and how I lost my confidence over time!Do let me know if you too could relate!!!!

Off to my plea and helplessness through this poem!!!

Money drives the world no matter you like it or not!

Without money even the stomach gets tied in a knot!

So even I too googled and looked up many ads!

That promised income that quickly adds!

Just three months of hardwork and investment!

They claimed that we would get good increment!

Told us not to worry about being beginners!

We would be experts and be big winners!

As we could clarify and learn at flexible times!

And guess what I simply fell for all their lies 

As they are partnered with very big top shots!

Promising the future that I dreamed connecting dots!

All the unfulfilled wishes surfaces again with hope 

But they were hanging me on a thick rope 

Making me lose hope when I am actually a topper!

I tried and tried as I was never a quitter!

Even as I was admitted to hospital as health deteriorated 

Even when I met with accident and travelled! 

I tried understanding what they were telling!

I sent mails,made calls repeatedly complaining!

They simply sent another load to see and sit

And my cries had no solace not even a bit!

Tears slowly turned to anger as they shouted in live session!

I just lost all the zeal I had to learn,but the tension!

How can I avoid when I invested all my savings!

When I was sure in three months it's a new innings!

But after almost five months and empty head 

I am trying to sleep without crying on the bed 

I have only one request to all who make us helpless 

Don't give a job,it's fine, don't make me useless! 

Am too fragile to fight back with all my might!

As I know how system works even if am right!

Please don't go on like this riding on our tears 

You just seem to be like another terrible fear 

Where I can't let go neither move on or try anything else!

You people are only worried about your sale!

But do you know you are buying my soul with my money?

Thanks for reading!It means so much