Unlike others, she thought herself she is so different and unique but the reality of the truth hit her after a long-time. She slowly started realising everything. However, she has lost many things, as her pride closed her senses.

Even though, she isn't actually lone as she has true friends and the best family. She don't know what to do and how to make her life better.

She slowly started sorting things out in a slow manner. The first thing she started to sort is her thought. It is simple word with a lot of meanings hidden in it. She asked herself what were her thoughts before, and should she change her thoughts.

She is a girl whose senses are closed, what are the so-called senses she is referring to .. ?

She became so superficial in observing the things around her, in listening, in taking decisions, in doing works, in achieving what she want.

She thought herself as the genius even when the knowledge she has is very little. During preparing for her  entrance exam, she barely passed her mock exams, even if single question she solved hasn't been solved by others she felt so proud all by herself, without recognising the content to be solved is more. So finally her entrance came where she didn't get a chance to get the seat.

Now the family and the friends are along with her. She don't want to do long term. The destiny is paved a new path for her. Everything around her is convincing her heart naturally to select on doing long term. 

Here the thought of taking long term is hard to decide as there are lots of questions in her mind. She for the first time gave herself sometime to think.

She thought of herself is right to do long term… I'm already a year old than my actual classmates and further long term … ah! If i do I'll be 2 years elder to all people of my class… is this really okay ?😢. Leave about the age can i learn those subjects again ? I'm feeling suffocated just about the thought of learning it again. Oh! God. Save me.

Her thoughts wandered in her mind like houseflies uncontrollably. She sighed so many times just thinking those things. She recalled her achievements from her childhood which actually created her pride. Her hard work brought her achievements but she  turned her achievements to pride. 

She then answered all her questions slowly. First regarding the age … yes ill be older than my classmates but if i get success i can achieve what i want… and i don't mind if they tease me as old lady I'll accept cause everyone will become old.. Maybe who knows if i get more good friends….. Who are younger than me but more mature than me..  I can learn form them right !?…

Second learning same thing again… yes.. Actually i do like to solve but i don't like to remember.. So I'll google and even ask my friends how they did this will help me to get better at my studies… 

While she sorted her questions and thoughts one by one she felt relaxed.. Her mind became calm her heart felt very light and she has developed a new feeling of trying to work for achieving what she wants giving her so much happiness… 

Change the thought and help yourself for the better