I wasn't so much into having "people" around me all the time, I did enjoy being alone, in fact loved it. Sounds quite anti-social type right?. Its not like , I do not like being around , it is more like , I am tired and can't handle anymore of such toxic traits. 

Let me tell you why?,

When I started to talk to people, 

got to know them,

they did teach me, (on purpose or not , does it even matter?)What ignorance, love, living, fakeness, confidence every trait that you need to be aware for a better living !. Like,

There's always time, it's just a matter of importance, There's always a hidden hatred, in an I love you (in a negative and a positive way), There's always selfishness, while they help you,

There's always latent awfulness, when they say they like your boldness,

There's always a hidden fakeness, in loyalty,

There's always an isolated truth in just kidding,  Why is that so ?!,

Don' like having you ?!, The answer is like,

It is not because they don't have time, not because they hate, not because they are selfish, not because they are awful, it is because they aren't you! . They either are jealous as they cant be you or stuck in between a journey to become you. Simple, they can perform all such traits but they can never be you. What did I do to surpass all these and you could do possibly are, 

Never bother about what and who left you or who aren't around you, never think that you don't have anyone by your side, you have your own self, who else do you need ?, #selflove not #selfobsession.

All you need to understand is, they "people" are already below you by trying to be you , or stuck in between and you need not give attention about their existence or to them, because they shouldn't be given! . Save it for someone or something else , which is for your own good , peace of mind and you must never stop doing your thing.

To sum it up, believe in actions, vibes and the aura they own while you are around them and when you are not . Gaze their actions irrespective of their words. Because actions always and will speak louder than words and hit harder , like you could imagine. 

#Note: Notice the efforts put in for their actions. Never be around those who do not take the responsibility for their actions.