I am giving a lot of interviews lately but still don't know whether I need the job or not. I have tried everything in order to get succeed in those interviews but still, on something I will miss out and get rejected. Then on one fine day, I stumble upon Candle monk where one can write anything related to their lives and not get judged. I am 30 years old, married, and have a kid. It's not like that I am not happy with my life but still, something is missing. 
Is it only me or anyone else who feels and thinks like me that they don't know where your life is going and what to do next in regard to your professional life and get that satisfaction?
I am not a writing person but a good listener to be fair this is the first time I have tried to write something which I can't tell anyone as they immediately start judging you. 
I am a pahadi and finds peace in mountains. I am not a city person as I have tried to be in Gurugram while I was working there but I never got out of my room that much I will go to the office and from office to my room that was the only life I was living in that city for almost 2 years.

Then this lockdown happened and there I am at my home with my family living a good life but not fully as I don't know what to do next with my life. I love trekking but one can't earn enough by just doing treks so what to do next again giving an interview for the same corporate life to earn good money so that I can feed my family and fulfill my dreams a bit just to travel Himachal fully. Sometimes I get frustrated and for another minute I was calm and composed but still don't know what to do with my life. I really don't know how to find out the best in yourself, to do such things which give you happiness.
How you all know what is good for you and what you can do the best?

This blog is a mix of my feelings hopefully you people can relate to it and starts questioning yourself where you all are going with your life and are you true to yourself?
Thanks for reading!!!!