Anger and guilt, times when these emotions aren't hot on each others trail are rare. It ain't a hidden knowledge really that with intense uncontrollable anger comes a guilt with the same intensity or more. Guilt, that is cruel,lethal enough to submit a part of you into this plethora of over thinking and over analyzing how things could have turned out so much differently if you didn't let anger have upper hand in this fight with sanity.

Anger is a monster that everyone dreads facing but ironically it resides in eacy one of us in ways and forms. Our naïve selves take less than a drop of a hat to let this emotion manipulate us into sabotaging it all. Before we do realize how unfair we have been to people we love in this sheer moment of exasperation it is often too late and what we are left with then is this intense guilt waiting desperately to wallop and throw us into the tornado of what if's and not's.

Permutations and combinations of how we shouldn't have let anger jeopardize something that meant so much to us. I often find anger akin to tsunami within seconds a well acustomed habitat turns into a humongous carnival of destruction, so much like what anger does to us.

Another analogy of it could be how guilt is the price we pay for anger sort of a punishment for all those loathsome things said and done in fits of rage. The intolerable clenching of your insides speaks the word.

Punishment is uncomfortable to avoid familiar encounters in the near future but, as humans we don't really learn that quickly, do we?

We go back to repeating the same pattern of hurting ourselves and others in more than a single form and then repenting for our deeds and then come full circle by ditching all those promises made of not going back to the previous behaviour. Forming this unhealthy chain of actions that we have none but ourselves to hold accountable for, anger has consequences and the sooner we realize it the better. Ignorance is only going to get the worst out of the situation.

Because anger even though a basic human emotion sometimes necessary, when not controlled can cause destruction. It is never a solution to a problem infact, it is the start of another plethora of problems.

But again, as humans we don't really learn that quickly, do we?