There were days he got upset over me, but still talked to me not holding up the urge to stay mad at me.

There were days he got angry on me, but never spoke in a loud voice and never forgot to say I love you at the end of call.

There were days I made him cry to bed because of my stupidity, but he never cared me any less.

I messed up with him, he got pissed, he got hurt, he got upset, he cried, he forgives, but was never broken but last night I broke him into pieces, the man I loved, I love.

It's been more than 2years after breakup but when I said someone loves me like you did, the world beneath him collapsed, he felt broken.

He felt the pain, he felt he is losing me, he had thousand questions in mind, he wanted to ask how, when, why.? He held himself, didn't angry and said “ I just want you to be happy ” . He went on saying, take things slow, don't get hurt, because he loves you make all effort to be his partner, just I don't want anyone to hurt you at the end.

And he promised to meet me up in our next lives, it sounds so dramatic but he will be born as my neighbour, he would walk with me to school everyday, we grow together, we fight, we play, we talk  we walk, and stalk while at home on internet, and then one fine evening, he would go down on his knees, with flowers in his hand (not because it's customary but because I love flowers), ring in one hand and would ask me to be his partner for that life and rest of lives to be born. We are bound to meet again & again.

You & I knew, we or us don't fit into the future, yeah, the night I proposed, I know you tried picturing future in our past that was loud enough for the silent corridors but then how I would have convinced my heart and freeze all the feelings when it was at it's high. Do I regret for breaking up with you.? Answer is so simple, with such a complicated relation between my heart and mind, definitely YES, I do, I do lot, that regret, that guilt, that pain haunts me many nights and mornings for being stupid, crazy, unreasonable folly many times.

He drank to bed, he went against himself, he is hurt again but I'm not gonna be there to heal him for real. We went to bed loaded with memories.