Today my mns exam result came. I saw the result and i got only 94 marks. I have not been selected for interview and further process.
I have become very stressed. Because I have no destination. Go, where i go and if I do, what should I do? I passed 12th in 2016. Right now 2021yr is going on. Neither did I do college nor anything. I had prepared the NEET exam for 3yr continuously. First was good but I didn't get any good college, second time was also good but I didn't get enough marks to get good college, third time was very bad. I am completely depressed, sad, stressed. I was starting to feel sad.
Because parents wasted so much money on me and I didn't even get any good college. The heart of the parents was also broken. And relatives talk a lot that your child doesn't know anything and look at our children like our children have not even happened in our denial yet. I feel very bad. And I felt guilty to my parents too. Then whatever form I fill, whatever it is, even if this form is not related to my subject, i can't decision what shouls i do or not 😔😔, i thought that only I should be selected, but that's all I need. But nothing happened. I filled many forms but not selected. Because not related to my subject, I had not studied maths, nor did GK from 10th onwards because I did 12th with biology.
Right now I have no choice, don't know what to do. My parents will marry me but I don't want to get married yet. I want to earn
In so many days i saw on youtube how to earn money? I watched a lot of vedios. Then I learned affiliate marketing is something. Then I decide to do Affiliate Marketing. But want to make money for it to learn how affiliate does work. But my mother refused. 2021 is the year also forcibly filled the form. I know nothing is going to happen, the extra money will be wasted. my mother is saying that I will give it after the examination of NEET. She had said earlier also that if the examination of the mine should be done, then I will give it. But nothing happened. I know nothing happen as like mns exam. I don't know what is going to happen right now it is 00:11 AM and I am writing the article yes because I am still not good and till now the result of the mns exam has not been told to anyone in the house. I'll try to tell it in the morning.😔😔