hello guys this is chhavi dua and a lot later i have finally written a poem self written and composed by me its just a glance of what i was feeling from the past to say and i hope you all like it 

I have so much to say

No one to hear

Because all I hear

Is it's gonna be okay dear

Fear of loss is not only about it 

It's about their "how did you lose"bit

Everyone traumatizing with the same hit

How could you lose it?

The best possible, the best I tried

I know I failed, I know I cried

Did you face what I did?

Were you and I on the same grid

Everyone made a mindset me being a

loser and I was gonna lose

But no one here gave me a chance, and none let me choose

I may have fallen down, but I didn't broke away

Ofcourse, how could I let your questions stay in my way

Yeah, you are right I just walked past away

Because I knew how dangerous was it to stay

Better keep a record of who was there for you

And remember that a lot turned into those few

For those birds who just flew Are not the reason you are you

They'll fly as they find their way

You may have a lot to say

But check who are going to stay And if not it's better not to say

I have so much to say

No one to hear

past me had a lot of questions 

with maybe none of the current ambitions 

and now when all answers are known 

it's not scary anymore 

many unasked questions still in my mind 

a lot of whose answers are yet to find

am i going to the right pah is it actually my way ?

was it supposed to be same how i spent my day ?

and alot more questions 

and future me has all the answers

but suddenly this thing reminds me 

i am the one who binds me

and now i am happy knowing one thing  

basically all unasked questions get answered one day

just be happy and jolly enough to trust yourself and follow the hope inside that beautiful ray   

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a self written and composed by c -h -h -a -v -i  d -u -a 

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